A  E/G# Bm D

A
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

E/G#                Bm        D
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah


Yeah


[Verse 1]

A  
I've been depressive for far too long
                      E/G#
Man, this shit is heavy
                                                     Bm
I'm no detective but writing these songs it's evidently
                                             D 
So reflective of every feeling I've ever had
                                               
I'm so receptive to it, maybe I'm more like my dad
A
Then I admit
                   E/G#
Emotions are a myth
           
This world's a bag of shit

And maybe I should quit


[Pre-Chorus]

Bm                                  D
'Cause I haven't felt nothing in a while
                              A
I know life is never comfy, so

If you didn't get up out of bed today
E/G#
You really wanna die

And nothing's ever changed
         Bm
And you blame yourself

Get out your own way
              D
And make it rain in Hell


[Chorus]
A                                 E/G#
I don't wanna hate myself anymore
                                           Bm
Wanna live a different life, choose an open door
                                                   D                                                    
I don't wanna taste the fountain through a broken straw

Want the water to pour over me and nothing more
A
Is that way too much to ask or is that okay?
                                         E/G#
I don't wanna wish another fucking day away
                                              D
Oh, I know the sun is shining less than yesterday
                                             A
Put my blue up in the sky until it's not so grey


[Post-Chorus]
        E/G#                     Bm
Not so grey, until it's not so grey
                                 D
Till it's not so grey, yeah, yeah


[Verse 3]

A                                                  E/G#
I never got why my dad would always stay in his bed
                                                   Bm
Now looking back, it was preventing a family death
                                                      D
I'm glad he fought all of his demons, I'm happy he won
                                                       A
I'm proud to say that he's alive and the same for his son
                                                       E/G#
Take the bad with the good and pray the latter is worth
                                                   Bm
All of the hasstles and cancels out all of the hurt
                                                     D
Even though I never thought that life could ever work
                                                   A
I kept it pushing out, I'm looking at it in reverse


[Bridge]
                                               E/G#
If I ever have a kid I just hope that he knows
                                               Bm
He can always open up to me whenever he is low
                                                D
I will never look at him as if to say he's mad
                                                         
All that it means is that he's just a bit more like his dad
A
Then he'll admit

Emotions are a myth
E/G#
But life ain't all that shit, so

He will never quit


[Pre-Chorus]
Bm                                         D
'Cause I will love him till the day that I die
                              A
I know life is never comfy, so

If you didn't get up out of bed today
      E/G#
You really wanna die

And nothing's ever changed
        Bm
And you blame yourself

Get out your own way
            A
And make it rain in Hell


[Chorus]
A                                   E/G#
I don't want to hate myself anymore
                                                Bm
Wanna live a different life, choose an open door
                                                       D
I don't wanna taste the fountain through a broken straw
                                               A
Want the water to pour over me and nothing more
                                            E/G#
Is that way too much to ask or is that okay?
                                           Bm
I don't wanna wish another fucking day away
                                                 D
Oh, I know the sun is shining less than yesterday
                                                A
Put my blue up in the sky until it's not so grey


[Post-Chorus]
         E/G#                     Bm
Not so grey, until it's not so grey
                      D
Till it's not so grey


[Outro]
                     A                    E/G#
(Till it's not so grey, till it's not so grey)
                    Bm                      D
(Till it's not so grey, till it's not so grey)
                    A                 E/G#
(Till it's not so grey, till it's not so grey)
                   Bm                      A
(Till it's not so grey)