You ready?

I ain't been talking as much to my friends and my family, they probably just think I'm depressed
I knew the Perky was fent', still took half, stared at the Sun as it set (stared at the Sun as it set)
Young and delinquent, I ain't get along with my pops (blastoff), I thought that I knew what was best (I thought that I knew what was best)
They always told me that God give his strongest the hardest, I'm tired of hearing that shit (tired of hearing that shit)
Sorry to momma, I know that your burdens were heavy, for that, I'ma carry the rest (I got you)
I'ma get high as I can, stare at the ceiling and think how I got in this mess (think how I got in this shit)
I'll take a couple more pills, tryna see if I die, now I'm feeling this shit in my chest (this shit in my heart)
Last bitch blew me, she took everything that I told her and threw that shit right in my face (threw that shit right in my face)

Bitches'll tell you they love you and didn't do anything, make you feel less of a man (they ain't do anything)
What's the procedure when everything startin' to fail and you tired of the shit on your plate? (Huh)
Who can I call when I don't wanna say I'm in trouble but deep down I know that I am? (Huh)
This ain't a love song, this just a song about niggas who been wanted love (this just a song about niggas who been wanted love, alright)
Youngin' just threw out his pills and said he want better, just know that I'm proud of you, 'cause (just know that I'm proud of you, 'cause)
Fuck all of that industry shit, long as I live, just know I'll forever be me (just know I'll forever be me)
Momma had brought me to tears, she said that she know Pops proudly smiling from above
Nigga, somehow I still grieve for everything that I done lost, for everything that I achieved (for everything that I done lost, for everything)
They singing my shit in the crowd, we gon' tear off the roof in this bitch when we leave (alright)
I already been through the therapy, I don't think counseling is what I need (I already been through the therapy)
I never counted on any–
But when you was down, you counted on me
For what it's worth
All this hard work and dedication, this shit gon' pay off well (shit, shorty)
Y'all don't really see this
But we workin'
This shit look like it was fun (you ready?)
But it wasn't (you know I am)

I ain't been talking as much to my friends and my family, they probably just think I'm depressed
I knew the Perky was fent', still took half, stared at the Sun as it set (stared at the Sun as it set)
Young and delinquent, I ain't get along with my pops, I thought that I knew what was best (I thought that I knew what was best)
They always told me that God give his strongest the hardest, I'm tired of hearing that shit (tired of hearing that shit)
Sorry to momma, I know that your burdens were heavy, for that, I'ma carry the rest (I got you)
I'ma get high as I can, stare at the ceiling and think how I got in this mess
I'll take a couple more pills, tryna see if I die, now I'm feeling this shit in my chest (this shit in my heart)
Last bitch blew me, she took everything that I told her and threw that shit right in my face (threw that shit right in my–)

Nigga, somehow I still grieve for everything that I done lost, for everything that I achieved
They singing my shit in the crowd, we gon' tear off the roof in this bitch when we leave
I already been through the therapy, I don't think counseling is what I need
I never counted on any–
But when you was down, you counted on me