I wanna be abused
'Cause hanging there
I got what I deserved
And I spit out concrete
I hit the floor
A mighty roar

And I've been picturing it lately
I went out in the cold
On Christmas Eve
'Cause I said some things I
Didn't mean
I slept beneath a tree

And I can't fix it this time
Slip inside
Something infinite

And I wanna be adored
But that door
I locked it long before
When I flooded highway shores
I thought of you
I thought of you

And I can't fix it this time
Slip inside
Something infinite
And I can't fight it this time
But I think I might regret it