Burdened by guilt of existence
Weighted nothing plagues me
I'm scrambling through the blinding darkness

The mind decays
Overwhelmed by
Thoughts of living
Thoughts of dying
Let it end
The soul dissolves
Encouraged by
Thoughts of trying
Thoughts of lying
Why won’t you let me be

Seeking forgiveness seems futile
I am to to blame
Chasing a quiet mind
It never seems to come
See me
I am only numb
Witness my descent into chaos

We are merely flesh living through realisation
Come watch us rot

Please let me just feel something
Please let me just feel anything
We are corrupt
We are spiteful
We are drowning
Drowning
Meaning is no longer in my grasp
Help
It’s failing
Bleakness consumes me

You can’t stop it
We can try get better
But just like you know
I know nothing matters