Hate Myself

Em                              C
I can say things I don't always mean
                             Em
When people get too close to me
                               C
Don't know where it comes from honestly
    Em                                     C
And you weren't perfect yeah, you had your lows
                           Em
But I'd say you got pretty close
                         C
Don't know how you could put up with me


[Pre-Chorus]
         Em
I was so caught up in my own thoughts
      C
Don't think that I understood
                   Em
When you said that you just couldn't take it
     C
That I would lose you for good


[Chorus]
    Em                  D C
Oh, I didn't think this over
                       D Em
Fell back when you got closer
                                   D
After I just put you right through hell
    C                                   D    Em
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
                  D   C                    D     Em
I'd always act so selfish at shit I hadn't dealt with
                                   D
After I just put you right through hell
    C        N.C
You couldn't hate me more than I hatе myself


[Verse 2]
   Em                                    C
We both know I might be thе worst at goodbyes
                                   Em
But I looked at you straight and I lied
                      C
And acted like I'd be fine
    Em                                      C
Sometimes when I care, think I tend to shut off
                          Em
Like nothing could matter enough

Why would you let me keep doing that
C
You should've stopped me, but


[Pre-Chorus]
         Em
I was so caught up in my own thoughts
      C
Don't think that I understood
                   Em
When you said that you just couldn't take it
     C
That I would lose you for good


[Chorus]
    Em                  D C
Oh, I didn't think this over
                       D Em
Fell back when you got closer
                                   D
After I just put you right through hell
    C                                   D    Em
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
                  D   C                    D     Em
I'd always act so selfish at shit I hadn't dealt with
                                   D
After I just put you right through hell
    C
You couldn't hate me more than I hatе myself


[Bridge]
   Am
So off I go to hurt you again
  Em
I shut you out to try to forget
     Am
That I'm the one who's fucked in the end
      Em
Cause baby, you'll be happier with someone else
   Am
So off I go to hurt you again
  Em
I shut you out to try to forget
     C
That I'm the one who's fucked in the end
          N.C.
Cause you couldn't hate me more than I hate myself


[Outro]
Em*                 D* C*
I didn't think this over
                       D* Em*
Fell back when you got closer
                                   D*
After I just put you right through hell
    C*
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself