I gave you everything I had inside Bent my world just to fit your life Said your name like a holy prayer Now it's silence, and you're not there Told my mama: Yeah, he's the one Swore you'd stay, you'd never run You held my face like you were sure Now I'm alone, and it still hurts I begged you: Don't go tonight Cried so hard I lost my sight You didn't break, didn't even try Like I wasn't worth goodbye Did you ever love me seriously? Or was I just your temporary need? All your I love you were they real? Or just something you don't feel? You walked away so easily Like loving me meant nothing deep Now I'm stuck with what you left of me A heart that don't know how to leave I replay every word you said Was it love or in my head? You promised you would never fall Now you don't pick up when I call I made excuses for your cold Said: Just wait: Just hold But love shouldn't feel like a fight Begging someone just to stay the night I lost myself on your floor Said: Please like never before You looked at me like I was weak Like love is something cheap Did you ever love me seriously? Or was I just your therapy? Was I someone you talked about? Or someone you could live without? You cut me off so clean, so fast Like I was never meant to last Now I'm drowning in what you made A love I don't know how to erase Tell me, was it real? Or just timing in disguise? Did you see a future with me? Or just something for the night? Was I loving who you are Or just a mask you wore so well? I would've fought the world for you You wouldn't fight yourself Did you ever love me seriously? Or was I just something easy? Something warm you didn't keep Something safe but never deep You left like I was nothing at all Now I'm the one who took the fall I gave you everything I had And got a love that didn't last If you didn't mean it, why say it? If you didn't feel it, why fake it? You made me believe, it was real Now I'm healing, something you never felt