Nick Kwas Christmas Party

                             A
I spend a lot of time above water
                                       F#m
In fact, I spend most of my time in my room
                       E
Lately that's made me wonder
                     A
If I've given up on trying to be someone new
                           F#m
Because I don't like who I see
                                 E
Each morning when I look in the mirror
                  E
In fact it's the only thing I fear
                             A
That I'm empty inside these bones
                   F#m
I'm not scared of ghosts
                        E
I embrace them all as friends
                         E
Because one day I'll be dead
                       A
And they will know my name
                       F#m
So I've been counting down my life
             E
Existing in hours
                    E
To see what I have left

[Chorus]
          A              F#m   E E
If I see 25, I'll be surprised
          A                            F#m
If I see 32, I'll take every letter I wrote to you
                 E E
And bury them alive
          A F#m E E
If I see 44
                             A
Well I haven't thought that far