So there are these pills
That I take each night
And if I don't it could make me worse
Worse than I am now
Worse than I've ever been

But there are these nights
That I feel so fine
And everything just feels alright
And if you call, if you call
I forget pretty much everything

And I miss you like it's Christmastime
Feels like you should be by my side
私の中を見てもいいよ
見てほしい

So let's be chill
Let's just pretend
That nothing is wrong
Cause nothing is

But you don't get it
'Cause you're not me
You never get it
'Cause you're so weak

And I'm craving you like you are mine
Like I'm your girl and you're my guy
I'll fuck you like we have no time
Follow my way, follow me

Maybe the things we have
Never will, they never were
Feels like I'm leaving this world
痛い痛い痛い痛いイタイ

So there's this boy, there's this guy
He likes to run from everything
Because it hurts to get, hurt
Because it sucks to lose control

If you ask me it's so easy
To numb my pain by taking these
But I'll take that bullet 'cause I can't run
Away from you or into me