Resigned to myself
Counting my days of peace
I know the feeling dwells
I know it cuts so deep
My heart isn't pure
My soul is cursed
Running away from my truth
Running is just an excuse
The tired reflection cast by the mirror
Can't contain the flood
Though he is holding on, through his broken eyes
I can see the weakness
The void that grows inside
This world doesn't seem real
Cutting through my mind
Fighting just to feel
Something once
Reaching for the light
Trying to face my truth
I know I can't rewrite my way through time
But I'm trying to
Make up for the past
Still, my soul won't rest
I know the pain will pass with time at last
I keep on looping
The tired reflection cast by the mirror
Can't contain the flood
Though he is holding on, through his broken eyes
I can see the weakness
The void that grows inside
This world doesn't seem real
Cutting through my mind
Fighting just to feel
Something once
No, I don't wanna feel this way
I don't wanna feel this way
No, I don't wanna feel this way
The promises you made
In dark paint and swirling lyrics
I held close against my heart
As I waited endlessly
But the future never came
And it took so long to see
My soul, my heart, they hurt
As I wasted helplessly
The void that grows inside
This world doesn't seem real
Cutting through my mind
Fighting just to feel
Something once again
Something once again
Something once
Something once again