The Mess I Am

Bb        F          C
All my thoughts are piled
                 Bb
In a laundry basket
              F      C
Tea cups and shallow miles
          Bb             F
I put depression in a casket
                       C
A grandma whom I never met

Watches me through the wings of a dove
   Bb           F          C            F  C F
I don't need to justify my pain just to be loved

[Chorus]
Bb        F
There's a keyboard in the corner of the room
                C                     F
Right next to my bookshelf and my Xbox, babe
Bb     F
Little posters and unfinished rubix cubes
                C                             F
Still got all my legos back from grade school, babe
               F      Dm      C
Don't mind the mess inside my head
               F
Mantras for my future next to my door frame
Bb        F                              C
There's a keyboard in the corner of my room
                         F
Right next to the mess I made

   C                          F
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da-ah
   C                          F Bb
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da-ah
   C                          F
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da-ah

[Verse 2]
Bb     F             C
All my memories are stacked
        Bb                   F
In the corner by my headrest now
Bb     F
When I dream
       C                                                   F
I can pick out the colors and the paintings that are bestest now
          Bb                F
As a backdrop to our fairy tale
C
When we walk away into the sunset together
        Bb              F
And you wake up under my arm
              (F)                  C F
I'll pull you close and sing you a song

[Chorus]

Bb        F
There's a keyboard in the corner of the room
                C                     F
Right next to my bookshelf and my Xbox, babe
Bb     F
Little posters and unfinished rubix cubes
                C                             F
Still got all my legos back from grade school, babe
               F      Dm      C
Don't mind the mess inside my head
               F
Mantras for my future next to my door frame
Bb        F                              C
There's a keyboard in the corner of my room
                         F
Right next to the mess I made


[Bridge]
      Bb            F
And I look at you, smiling at me

My heart goes giddy
    Bb
I'm smiling like a fool now
    C               F   C
I'm happy I'm with you now
Bb            F
Look at you, smiling at me
              Bb
My heart goes giddy
    F               Dm
I'm smiling like a fool now
    F                  C
I'm happy I'm with you now

[End Chorus]
Bb          F
There's a keyboard in the corner of the room
                C                     F
Right next to my bookshelf and my Xbox, babe
Bb     F
Little posters and unfinished rubix cubes
 C
Oh
    F                Dm         C
And I like the mess inside my head
        F                    C               Dm      F
Cause I know you're waiting for me and don't give a damn
      F                   C
Cause darling when I'm with you
                        F
I'm happy with the mess I am
C                        F
I'm happy with the mess I am
C   F
Oh, Oh