And I tried too hard to fight through tears
And I was here, and I'll be here
Trying to disappear
The weight of your words
The way that you hit me where it hurts
Black and blue, your every bruise
You'd find a way to make it worse
And make your mark
And leave these scars
And pave your way through my broken heart
And it takes me back to the start
Of the end
As you'd make your way again
And you'd say it's in my head
And by then, I'd be here
Trying to disappear
I hope I haunt you like your words do
In the dead of night
As I fell behind beneath your light
Your shadow in the dark
As you'd make your mark
And leave these scars
And carve your way through my open heart
And it takes me back to the start
Of the end
As you'd make your way again
And you'd say it's in my head
And by then, I'd be here
Trying
And then you'd stand
And you'd make your way again
And you'd say it's in my head
And by then, I'd be here
Trying
And you'd make your mark
And break my heart in a million shards
And carve your way through my open scars
And every part of me that died
As you said everything was fine
And I tried too hard to fight through tears
And I was here, and I'll be here
Trying to disappear