I don't feel the same
Back when I was younger
I was taking all the blame
Watch it all unfold

Aimlessly arranging all the furniture
To cover up the holes
It's so typical
The way that you could be so good to me
But always leave me in the cold

It's grown so much since
I've been gone
And I know how this comes across
I want you to know
Need you to know

It's not that I hate you
I just want to change you
Into somebody else
Somebody as easy to love

I know that I fake it
But I've always hated
That you've never been easy to love

You always talk about
All the things you couldn't have
When you were lashing out

Excuses from the past
Make your world spin out of orbit
Self-absorbing to collapse

Why do we sugarcoat the pain
That's caused by the ones we love the most
But that's just how it goes

It's not that I hate you
I just want to change you
Into somebody else
Somebody as easy to love

I know that I fake it
But I've always hated
That you've never been easy to love

I'm not gonna give you up yet
I know that there's something somewhere left
That's easy to love