Damn, Kai, you are crazy

I miss them days I wouldn't even crack a smile
All the times when I ain't want nobody around
First thing I could ever did was let my guard down
They only did damage and played with my heart
They only took advantage, left a [?] scars

About to tell the truth, I'm smarter than the play
To catch a D, when you was down, I let you surprise it
Them [?] try to set you up and wet you in your eyes
Protect your heart and your mind

Sometimes I play blind, but trust me, I'm peeping everything

I love them, make them think they won when they running game
Throwing salt, I still never won against the green
But [?] it, I done put my heart on the shelf
All out of love, I ain't got nothing left

Losses and crosses, I seen everything but put a team
Some of them [?] don't even believe in your dream
Everything, they're not fine when you realize you don't need them
Heard a lot about the OP, I need to meet them
Trust me, no, you don't You don't even like people

Had them drugs, turned them to a friend
Last [?], I got used and abused by a bunch of ass kids
Family used to tell me that I was a sad [?]
Whole time, I protected my energy
Now look, old friends, they done turned into enemies

Call me negative, but that [?] really don't even get
'Cause I'd rather not be around a fake-ass smile
And I'ma keep popping my purse 'cause that [?] help for a while
And I'ma keep staying alert 'cause I don't know who around
Say they love me, but they really want to let me down

You hate me forever, she going to take me now
It only made a [?] stronger and bring me down

Let's go

Staring at the world through my
See, a bunch of people say they feel you
But really want to kill you
It's time to go back to the real you
It's time to go back to the you

Act like you know me, you know me
Time to go back to the real [?]
I probably hear you