Everything so Far - Last Tuesday

Everything I wanted it to be
It seemed those dreams are empty leading me, misleading me away
And if I call you now, I will surely find my way
waiting to see, in everything you say to me
And everything you needed it to me, it seemed much easier when you
you were here with me, cuz if I take control, I will surely fail again
learn to depend, in everything you say, say to me
I've been thinking of a million way to make it up to you
To make everything, everything okay, and still I sit rewriting every word
With all the things I thought I learned from you
Still immature, slow learner may limit point of view
Maybe I'll write it down, so I can't possibly forget
Seen this before, and it's getting old to me
Well okay...it's not the way you've read it in my life
What is right and what is wrong tonight
I'll pick a fight...You'll see me make it through
Take this right and make it wrong
I've been thinking of a million ways to make it up to you
To make everything, everything okay, and still I sit realizing every word