When will this end? Spinning inside, rotting away Something inside of me has been taken away Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play with my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? Hopeless inside, long as I wait Brewing inside of me is you and this hate Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm Here so you can play with my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you You're always trying and the lying always shines right through My God I hate this, always take shit, and I let this go on Why can't I break this, I just take this, as this goes on and on? End? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm Here so you can play with my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh, please, God, wake me Back in the womb it's much Too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh, please, God, wake me Now the world is gone, I'm just one Oh, God, help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh, please, God, help me Darkness imprisoning me All that I see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearing Taken my arms Taken my legs Taken my soul Left me with life in hell