And I know that I gotta die someday So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains And all my friends say the same fucking thing You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay (I'm not okay, I'm not okay) I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay) I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay) I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay) I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay And I know that I gotta die someday So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains And all my friends say the same fucking thing You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay