Bm      F#
G       F#m  (x2)

[Verse]
Bm              A
Look at that I made a mistake again
G                    F#m
You can tell I’ve lost count of all of ‘em
Bm              A
It’s a fact, these scars still reveal
G                       F#m
Despite how I’ve tried to force ‘em to heal
Bm                      A
See with that, they say ignorance is bliss
G                       F#m
Playing dumb; I’ve really gotten good at this
Bm                      A
It’s a fact; they’ll say whatever ‘bout me
G                       F#m
How I’m unwanted and loved by nobody

[pre chorus]
Bm
Bruised before you
A
the pain the pain
G
Have to push through
F#m
the pain the pain
Bm
Bid my breath adieu
A                       Bm
the pain the pain it hurts.

[Chorus]
N.C.
Everybody
G#              G
Tells me I’m a failure,
Cm                      Cm
That there’s no reason to show me love
G#              G
No matter what I do,
Cm              D#
It always falls short of enough
G#              G
I-I-I just have to try and
Cm                      D#
fake through the whole way
G#              G
If I smile abidingly,
Cm
would it turn out okay?

[Instrumental]
Bm      F#
G       F#m  (x2)

[Verse]
Bm                              A
Look at that seems I’ve scraped my skin
G                               F#m
You can tell I’ve lost count of all of ‘em
Bm                              A
It’s a fact, these traumas revealed
G                               F#m
Despite attempts to keep it concealed
Bm                              A
See with that, I’ll pretend nothing’s amiss
G                               F#m
Holding it in, I’ve gotten pretty good at this
Bm                              A
It’s a fact, they’ll say whatever they think
G                       F#m
I feel their hatred smothering me

[Pre-Chorus]
Bm
Choking feelings,
A
Aching aching
G
Self loathing,
F#m
I’m shaking shaking
Bm
Suffocating,
A               Bm
still faking faking I’m fine.

[Chorus]
N.C.
Everybody
G#              G
Tells me I’m a failure,
Cm                      Cm
That there’s no reason to show me love
G#              G
No matter what I do,
Cm                      D#
I’ll just remain the victim
G#                      G
I-I-I still wonder why I
Cm                      D#
Breathe in the first place
G#              G
If I smile abidingly,
Cm
Would that make it seem okay?

[Instrumental]
G#      G
Cm      Cm  (x2)

[Chorus]
G#                      G
God if you’re there listening
Cm                      Cm
I want to be reborn worthy
G#                      G
They say you don’t make mistakes,
Cm              D#
so do you just hate me?
G#              G
Crying my eyes dry, my
Cm              D#
heartbeat turns to a lullaby
G#              G
Maybe, when the morning comes,
Cm
I’ll smile for the first time

G#              G
So my life of failed attempts,
Cm
‘Till tomorrow, goodbye

[Outro]
Cm      G
G#      D#

Cm      G
G#      A#     (x2)