I've been talking to the walls again Trying to find where it all went wrong Every word I never said Feels like it's been here all along And I'm tired of pretending I'm stronger than I feel I don't wanna burn in silence I don't wanna fade away If I'm breaking, let me break loud Let the truth crash through the pain I've been holding all this fire Like it's something I should hide But I'd rather feel the damage Than just slowly die inside Every scar I tried to bury Finds its way back to the light And the man inside the mirror Won't even look me in the eyes I've been running from the truth Now there's nowhere left to hide I don't wanna burn in silence I don't wanna fade away If I'm breaking, let me break loud Let the truth crash through the pain I've been holding all this fire Like it's something I should hide But I'd rather feel the damage Than just slowly die inside If I fall, I fall awake If I bleed, at least it's real I've been numb for far too long Now I just wanna feel No more shadows, no more waiting No more drowning in myself I don't wanna burn in silence I don't wanna disappear If I'm screaming, let me mean it Even if nobody hears I've been holding all this fire Now it's tearing me apart If I'm going down, I'm going loud With every piece of who I am