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[Verse 1]


E                                                  Amaj7
not sure if i'm moving forward or backward but i'm starting to see things in me

      E                         Amaj7
that look like what it means to grow

   E                                                           Amaj7
it hurts and feels bad and no not in the romantic way, there's nothing beautiful about crying

        E                 Amaj7
it just makes you feel alone

    E                                             Amaj7
but i'll find some way to not feel so cold in this state, i really hope you can relate

         E                            Amaj7
because when i lose that then on that day

        E                                           Amaj7
i will really know what it means to be alone, yeah, until the day you tell me

     E                 Amaj7
that you don't love me like you used to

       E                      Bm7
i'll still find some speck of beauty in it

      Dmaj7                E
some speck of beauty in it


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[Verse 2]


    E                                           Amaj7
i'm feeling like trying something new, because letting myself go is what led to you

      E                        Amaj7
and i started making friends again

E                                                 Amaj7
i might not see them after this year again but at least i learned how to connect,

      E                                Amaj7
or at least i'm learning and trying to grow

      E                                    Amaj7
but i know i can't do this alone, because everything i learn is from seeing myself fuck up

    E                      Amaj7
and hurting someone that i love

    E                           Amaj7
but if i end up alone and can't love anyone

          E                       Amaj7
then i'll slowly fall back to my nest

         E
and i'll forget all these knots how they strangle my chest

    Amaj7                            E                      Amaj7
and i'll be ready to die alone, yeah i will be ready for anything

E                           Bm7                         Dmaj7          E
i'll be ready for anything, numb to fucking everything, ready to die alone


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[Verse 3]


    E                           Amaj7
but don't let me live that way, don't let me die like that separate and ready

E                      Amaj7
as long as you hold me close

       E                                         Amaj7
in the physical way or just let me know that you are thinking of me

         E                    Amaj7
you know that i'm thinking of you,

           E                                     Amaj7
and if you don't well i'm telling you now that i haven't stopped in months

        E                       Amaj7
i'm not trying to put up a front

        E                                          Amaj7
because now i know that that just makes everything worse

                             E                  Amaj7
and i need you to know how i feel and i'm ready to be vulnerable

      E
or at least i've already let myself be

Bm7                                      Dmaj7    B
please tell me you still want to raise a dog with me

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please tell me you still want to raise a dog with me