Dark

I'm sitting in a room full of air
But it's heavy on my chest
Every sound feels far away
Like I'm not part of this mess
People talk and I just nod
Like I learned how to pretend
That I'm here inside this body
Not just losing where I am
I touch my face just to be sure
There's still something I can feel

Am I still here? 'Cause it feels I'm not
I'm breathing in but is doesn't feel right
Like a story that's falling apart
I'm searching for a place for my heart
Am I still here? 'Cause it feels I'm not
I'm breathing in but it hurts a lot
I have drifted away so far
I'm too lost in the dark

I walk through days made out of grey
Every color's out of reach
People say it gets better
But they never say when or how
Or what to believe
I used to dream on neon lights
Now it's just tall and small
I don't know where I belong
Or if I belong at all
I touch my face just to be sure
There's still something I can feel

Am I still here? 'Cause it feels I'm not
I'm breathing in but is doesn't feel right
Like a story that's falling apart
I'm searching for a place for my heart
Am I still here? 'Cause it feels I'm not
I'm breathing in but it hurts a lot
I have drifted away so far
I'm too lost in the dark
I'm too lost in the dark

I'm not asking to be saved
I just wanna know I'm real
That there's more than empty silence
Inside everything I feel

Am I still here? 'Cause it feels I'm not
I'm breathing in but is doesn't feel right
Like a story that's falling apart
I'm searching for a place for my heart
Am I still here? 'Cause it feels I'm not
I'm breathing in but it hurts a lot
I have drifted away so far
I'm too lost in the dark
I'm too lost in the dark