Not The Girl I Used To Be

C
Wondering
Have I
G
given up dreaming?
Come
Am
down from the ceiling
I
F              G
won't do that again

C
Thinking
My misspent
G
history
Mistakes to
Am
teach me
I
F              G
won't do that again

C                  G
Dreams I kept as a child
                       Am
Kept me quiet and hypnotised
                    F
Cooked away my valentines
         G             C
Served myself up every night
                        G
Couldn't see me for the trees
                          Am
And all that hallmark poetry
F   G                      C
I'm not the girl i used to be
G                          Am F G
I'm not the girl i used to be


Wondering
Have I given up dreaming?
Come down from the ceiling
I won't do that again

Thinking
My misspent history
Mistakes to teach me
I won't do that again

Trying to break the family ties
Chocolate hearts and tacky lies
Heard a thousand crappy lines
And i believed the every time
So I beg to disagree
Love's not taking all of me
I'm not the girl I used to be
I'm not the girl I used to be